RT today.
I'm really scared of Intra.
I flopped treament. I can't do FA, nor HN. Or maybe even FD.
I don't want to go for Intra.
-_- I was worried (as usual) that I'd forget to bring something, especially my uniform. Then after I left the house, I remembered about the Edusave form. But wahpiang, went back to the house, then called Lydia, and she said no need. -_-
I thought I lost my beret 'cause I couldn't find it for the entire week. So I only put it under my bed like the day before or something.

Sgt said RT will be hiong just have a slightly higher standard.
-_- Sure, not hiong lar. Standard high only.

Started off with PT. Our standard was super suck, 'cause we were super slow, our response was super lousy, and we were super not-up-to-standard. Like, duh right? We always get scolded what. Eh, our standard's always this lousy, right? Right, of course.
Yeah, and, of course we don't put in effort lar. Of course we don't try to shout. I mean, what if the gold in our mouths drop out arh? Then how?
Wtf. I thought I was going to lose my voice.

Sometimes, it's not that we don't want to coach. But sometimes, if no one's willing to listen to you, there's no point in trying to teach them.
It's not that we don't really give them a chance to take over. If they don't want to change shifts with us, there's nothing we can do. And it's not like we never asked.
We don't let go to change shifts, because the plane might crash. And when the plane crashes, even the pilots die. So, they deserve it, too? It's their fault they're in the same plane? It isn't really as if they don't try to pilot the plane properly, you know.

Well, maybe it was better. I don't know. But even so, just slightly better. Because, I suppose some people didn't really know about what we were trying to do.

-_- Circuit pumping was a bit funny because. Well, I forgot. But I only remember I was laughing a few times. -_- I think because we kept forgetting and saying the numbers wrongly.

Then we had 6 and a half minutes to change into full U, and Liboon realised she didn't bring her black socks.
FD was sian and tiring, 'cause PT drained lots of energy. -_-
Right. I know I'm super weak. Whatever lar.

Had HN. Tepid Sponging.
Wahpiang, lots of things to memorise for HN. Plus FA.
I can go jump already. -_-
I think I need to know.
Promotion ceremony after HN!
Well, I guess we're finally promoted. But, I don't know. It wasn't as if we displayed really good standard or something. Somehow, it just doesn't feel so... hm. I ono. Like, well, I probably wasn't worthy of the rank.
Whatever.

Anyhow. Went for lunch after RT at GM.
Compt train after lunch.
Assessment.
Failed treatment.
It's not the same.
Whatever.

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Okay, I lied about that. Maybe that's what I really need. But so what?
I think I almost broke down. Something's wrong with me.
Sometimes, when I think I need to talk to you most, you're not there.
Great. Life's good.
I was feeling super emo thinking a lot while walking to the MRT and in the MRT. Whatever.
Dinner at Rabel Ayap, LongJohnSilver.
If I get any less lazy, I'll put up some pictures of Liboon.